Oh God, one week until college acceptance letters come in.

I shouldn't really be worried, because well, frankly I don't care too much if I get in or not. If I don't, then I'll get in next year, if I do, then I'm happy. But there's still that social stigma if I don't make it, and it frightens me to no end.

Living life without college seems interesting though. I'd love to do some volunteer work, go out a bit more, be by myself more. I could brush up on writing, art (no pun intended), music, etc.

But it's still uncertain. I love uncertainty, but it still scares me the same.